April/may

Well i really should put in a few hours more poker tonight but im going to be lazy and call it a month.

All in all acomplished nothing that a truely wanted to this month other thing profits which obviously is the only real goal i need....

cashed in about 9.3k this month 3kish form the race cards last month which over last 2 months im +15kish up little over which is fantastic.

However still not playing great and race cards started up again on the 15th this one is going to be a 2 month long one so i haven't been grinding near as hard as last month.  Also i can play way less and still get a 3k bonus or so  but might crank it up to try for 6k+ which would be bad ass.  Basically though if i earn 15k over next 2 months with the race cards ill be hella happy because ill be over my pace of 60k for the year.  Which really is plenty of money for me obviously id like to be actually good at poker and make 100k i probably am able to do but im lazy and unmotivated and just lose concentration to much while playing.

As for the month i made 1k or so should have lost like 250 bucks or so according to ev on HM but breaking even is good money so whatever.  The negative 250 is all from MTT that i played didnt play many and im not overly good at them however im sure i can have a good win rate because i think any compitent poker player can have a decent roi at those.  I did a good job of running into AA when i hit final tables which always is fun.

Still working on actually playing good for the most part i have been playign 20-40s with some 50-65s mixed in no game selecting on 20-40 but i really shouldn't have to....  rarely is there more then one reg besides me and i should be better then them anyways.   However i obvoiusly need to work things out.  I have consistent massive down swings it seems like every month lately that i drop 1k+ EV in like 100-200 sngs which just needs to stop.  I really dont feel like im tilting anymore so im not really sure why I start playing so bad in these streatchs.

Anywas anuff rambling about how bad i play next month my main goal is 5k profits i dont care if that is 5k rakeback or what.  I will be playing 3k games mostlikely played around 2.5 this month hoping to pull around 45k fame points this next month too. 

 But we will see I will be golfing more and playing basketball trying to get in some remote shape other then round and puffy LOL.