Variance at 30-100 level

so all month i have been playing 30-100 buy ins and playing A FUCKING LOT because of the race cards event.  Ive been using holdem manager  which has the new ev calculations which is very nice to get a grasp on how im playing.

I am supposed to be down like 1500 which i cant decide if this is overly bad or not this month due to large amounts of regs im being forced to play against.  For the most part i have been playing 6max and have been trying to keep the games down to 2 regs +me which obviuosly is going to be break even or losing with just that.  However i find i get way to many games going with 5-6 regs also which those are negative for all.   Usually this happens because  i sit with maybe one reg maybe 2 and instead of random people 4 regs join with me lol so retarded.

Well according to HM I have played 138+ hours alreayd which is so fucking much.  It has been an eye opener however on how lazy i am when it comes to playing and how easy it really is to get 7-9 hours of poker in a day if you try.  I am ahead of my 30 hours a week pace now which is also nice.

As for sngs i have played 2080 already which is fantastic I was going to try for 2k to 2.5k so i should be near the 2.5k which is also great.

Now for the variance part :) -2000 which is killing me I should still make 5k-10k on the month due to volume should be a decent $ per hour after its all said and done.

Its really hard to tell how much of this is bad play varaince and just playing vs to many good players in general.  Hm says i should only be down 1500 .  But its hard to tell how well the all in ev calculators really work.

for the year now im down 9k and according to the all in ev i should be down 2.8k...  Obviously this sucks i havent had back to back losing months ever and to supposed to have had 3 of them is rediculous however im also playing far higher limits these days.....

After this race cards ends im going to most likely reevaluate things debating on stopping playing 6maxUT for the most part just because im obviously losing and at best break even on them.  I'm leaning towards a mix of maybe 3 full ring 50-100s and 3 6max cash at  a time as i ahve been mostly 6-8 tabling lately.  However if they add a new status level on AP i will mostlikely continue grinding 6max ut's for that and lost 2k every month to make 3-5k lol.  If i do continue playign ultra turbo 6max im going to do massive game selecting and try to play with no more then one reg..   Most of the other players if the arent a regular sng grinder are a cash grinder or at very least aggressive and running like god.